I don’t believe anything

One day I woke up with a jolt! I had just stepped out of a dream. I had been learning something from something that knew more than me.

I let my mind drift seeking a thread of remembrance. That’s it! I recall the essence… all of of the ideas and beliefs that I cling to, are simply fantasies. I really have no idea what is true or truth!

What does it all mean? Everything I believe in is false? Are my ideas just borrowed and twisted thoughts collected over my days like my face collects wrinkles? Surely some of my ideas are true?

I’m proud of many of my interpretations of life. Yet… if I really think about it, how many of my beliefs are proven and reliable? None? Not true, gravity is true.. but only until I get down to a microcosmic scale…

Positive thinking? No, that only works sometimes, therefore you cannot say it is true. Really it is just another stupid dogma that I have collected.

I considered these things for a long time and I could no longer find anything to believe in…